I've decided to come clean.
There's an exception to my last post.
There are some "things" that I am completely apathetic toward.
But in my defense, it's not because I am a heartless monster and I am not someone who advocates apathy generally.
It's because I have been one to care too much for too long and have been sucked dry of caring.
Did you know that you can reach the bottom of your care well?
I am of the belief that when you willingly serve and are serving with love, your care well is constantly replenishing itself.
There is no end to what you can do for others.
However, when people only take and take (aaaaand take) from your care well, it will eventually run out for them.
And then, I guess, they have a choice to make.
They can keep scraping and digging and trying to (unsuccessfully) get just a little bit more from you or they can dump you and move on to the next available well.
The awesome thing about this is that it doesn't matter to you what choice they make.
You literally have no feeling about it anymore.
I know what some of you are thinking:
Wait, is that awesome?
You may argue it's not and you may have a valid point.
But, I would then argue that I think apathy can be given as a gift.
The ability to avoid the pain that others try to inflict upon us.
And then you would agree (or not) and then we would (hopefully) move on.
I am also apathetic toward:
The latest dance craze
Pictures of your half eaten dinner
So, yeah, I am a worrier. Except when I'm not.